She's always there for me, listening to my grumbles and complains.
Cheering me up whenever I'm sad and giving me advices whenever I'm stuck.
Laughing crazily together with me when no one else is laughing.
Reading my mind and calling me shagua.
Helping me solve various problems and I know I can trust her with my secrets.
I'll never forget her beautiful handwriting too. (:
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TOMMY LOH ; kor
Happy chatting with this Hilarious Panda on the phone.
He helped me in quite alot of things. (:
Never forgetting his advices too!
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DARRYL LIM ; kor
He's actually nice at heart, helped me and giving me advices, despite being too talkative at times.
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SHARON YEO ; jie
Friend from Primary School till Secondary School.
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KHALIUN GANBAYA ; mummy
She's forever that kind little angel.(:
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BENEDICT SIM ; daddy
Always says "Mmmm" like a real daddy whenever I call him Daddy. (:
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ZACHARY DESKER ; di
Silly jokes and funny actions behind that fierce looking mask.
Always taking care of the people around him and helping them in troubles.
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SEAN CHEU ; kor
I hope he still remember this.
"Don't bring yesterday's unhappiness to tomorrow."
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Big Butt Kor(:
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CHIEW WEISIONG ; kor
When I say yes, he will say no,
When I say no, he will say yes.
Forever say upside down to what I say der.
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TOH SONGTAT ; uncle
Don't see he small small, his basketball damm pro one.
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Rihanna - P.S (I'm still not over you) [verse 1] Whats up? I know we haven't spoken for a while But I was thinking bout you And it kinda made me smile So many things to say And I'll put em in a letter Thought it might be easier The words might come out better How's your mother, how's your little brother? Does he still look just like you? So many things I wanna know the answers to Wish I could press rewind And rewrite every line To the story of me and you
[chorus] Don't you know I've tried and I've tried To get you out my mind But it don't get no better As each day goes by And I'm lost and confused I've got nothing to lose Hope to hear from you soon P.S. I'm still not over you Still not over you
[verse 2] Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me But it seems there's always something right there to remind me Like a silly joke, or something on the t.v. Boy it ain't easy When I hear our song I get that same old feeling Wish I could press rewind Turn back the hands of time And I shouldn't be telling you
[chorus] Don't you know I've tried and I've tried To get you out my mind But it don't get no better As each day goes by And I'm lost and confused I've got nothing to lose Hope to hear from you soon P.S. I'm still not over you Still not over you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures Don't have the strength to part with them yet Oh no.... Tried to erase the way your kisses taste But some things a girl can never forget
[chorus] Don't you know I've tried and I've tried To get you out my mind But it don't get no better As each day goes by And I'm lost and confused I've got nothing to lose Hope to hear from you soon P.S. I'm still not over you Still not over you
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1 Year Old: The first time i cried.
2 Years Old: Still an innocent kid.
3 Years Old: Showed a sad face when i'm hungry, and when there's food, my face would be smiling in glee.
4 Years Old (Nursery): The only one who cried at the first day of school because i can't find mummy.
5 Years Old (Kindergarden 1): The first time i fell for a guy and his name was Lee Wenn Hon.
6 Years Old (Kindergarden 2): The first time i danced and performed at kallang theatre.
7 Years Old (Primary 1): Got into trouble because i hit a guy when he don't want to play with me, and because of this, the guy don't dare to go to school. Parents was informed and i was known as a naughty girl in class.
8 Years Old (Primary 2): Joined Modern Dance as a CCA and stayed faithfully until primary 6. Despite lots of people quiting, and different people joined and left. Until primary 6, i was one of the two girls who stayed since primary 2.
9 Years Old (Primary 3): The first time i cheated in a test.
10 Years Old (Primary 4): The first time i sneaked to White Sands with my friends and bluffed mum that i had sports day training.
11 Years Old (Primary 5): Went to a friend's chalet and came home late at night and got scolded because i was suppose to go home earlier. Started a blog.
12 Years Old (Primary 6): Had my first love, Jason. My skirt was short, i didn't fold it, its because I've grew tall. (The school skirt i wear since primary one.)
13 Years Old (Secondary 1): The first time i own a handphone. Started folding skirts to make them short and pulled my socks low. Break lots of minor school rules. P.S. I'm still a good girl =) Joined Concert Band as a CCA not because of interest, its because of friends. Started Camwhoring and editing pictures.
This is bascially my life till Secondary one. =)
12:25:00 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008
i can't seems to get you off my mind, maybe you are suppose to be there.
this is my 511th post. =) HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!! this morning meet sharon to go to school together we wear uniform, then our bags we put our performance attire. reach school, talk talk, then go in band room at 7am we didn't change yet, until we go in, set up instrument then when before go quadrangle, i and sharon go change walked to the quadrangle feeling so paiseh i sat at the back of my class, then got the flag raising, after that then we go back band room ler we had warm ups and then we go through the songs for the performance One Moment Of Time & Eighties Flashback Ohya, thanks JIANMING for helping me lend coloured tie from suzanna and thanks suzanna for lending it to me =) its yellow colour. before the performance, we had break ate nuggets and drank water after the break the peformance starts my section swop seat because actually jianming sit outside, followed by me, sharon and lisa then we change to lisa outside, followed by sharon, me and jianming cause lisa need the mic as she have solo part Gamelan played first, starting alot people seeing them play cause they melots move very fast then around like the second song, alot people feel sleepy liao Chinese Orchestra was next, then they just started playing, the whole school alot people laugh cause of the china-ee sound LOL, next was SIGLAP CONCERT BAND!! i enjoyed myself at the performance =) lisa's solo was POWER! cause got the mic, then the whole hall got her saxophone solo sound very nice siia~ engteck solo part quite soft, sean's one like abit no feeling. =X ohya, sharon say that the One Moment Of Time, keng guan play the solo very nice, alot of feeling hahaha! after our performance, then awhile more, was the time for finale then we the 10 people go for the finale, the biys all tuck out, so we also tuck out then our sleeves also push up hahaha, the finale so paiseh, so many people looking at us after the performance, we go back band room. then we actually want to ask ms wong and mrs koh come in band room cut cake, end up they go liao so we ate the cake but i didn't eat lols, then eng teck say ghost stories got one the SALLY~ one, the way he sing, so scary, i close my ears also can hear until after that, changed back to uniform went whitesands for lunch, then walk walk around with sharon after that went sharon house hahas, i'm now in sharon house blogging maybe later i go home i will edit pictures and upload it to blog. =) bye bye for now!
2:47:00 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Did this using 'Paint' program yesterday. i don't know why i would do this, i'm day dreaming, then suddenly realise i draw a heart. -.- i used the Spray Paint that thing.
this morning raining, can't find umbrella, so took from my mum. i wake her up from her sleep =X went to school, damn cold lor First lesson was PC lesson nothing much lah literature was just people doing presentations Mother Tongue class, we had letter writting test not that difficult =) recess and then was D&T yoohoo~ finally we made something. we spray the wood, then end up the acrylic part also have the paint. ahhh!! then we put the acrylic into an oven, so can bend LOL, laugh like hell during the process we re-heat so many times english language was my group turn's to present our project i made the video, didn't really put much effort, so not so nice lah science, i forget take theory workbook out from locker, so i nothing to do i slept, i realy slept soundly i even have a dream lor hahaha, sleep until very shiok after school was the teacher's day performance rehearsal starting went band room with michelle very few people only lor, then nobody put chairs, all sit on the floor play instruments so i also like that lah hahah, we were late for the rehearsal the rehearsal was okay lah then need 10 volunteers for the finale so i raise my hand Khaliun, Michelle, Me, Sean, ZacharyS, Engteck, Nisha, Songtat, Syakir, aqil also i don't remember if still got anymore or not michelle boyfriend come fetch her home. hahaha, reach home, sharon call me say that tmr attire is White Long Sleeves Shirt, White Long Pants, Coloured Tie i don't have coloured tie!! so i ask sharon to lisa lisa say ask engteck engteck say see first so i asked jianming then jianming help me lend from christine =) YAY! thanks! then christine one is RED, jianming want the red, he say give me his pale green der i said NO! LOL then he say "who teach you tenor sax der?" haha, i said its lisa true mah~ hahahaha!! i so fat! my thighs so fat =( so ugly, boo hoo hoo!! well, enough of blogging, rush geography project now!!!
7:35:00 PM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
didn't blog yesterday cause didn't online. =) i now also lazy to blog ler. cause i have to rush lots of projects. sian.. anyway, camwhored yesterday have a few pictures lah but its so not nice lah.. =( no have time to edit the pictures, cause yeah, have to rush projects. when i'm free, i will edit it, and upload it. =D BYE BYEEE! sorry for this short post. =(
7:03:00 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
I'm in the mood to do this now, seriously. =X
morning is like so damn bloody cold i hide under my blanket, don't want to come out and FREEZE. but of course eventually, i come out lah drag myself all the way to school, sleepy and freezing. first lesson was discussing of PROJECTS, which is actually CME. then gamelan change venue, LOL after recess, history lesson, teacher never come, substitute teacher took us i copied worksheet. =X Science lesson, was full of BORING-NESS Mathematics was just going through of worksheets. journal was just SCRIBBLE SCRIBBLE SCRIBBLE all my ugly handwritings are in there =) after school, sharon have to stay back, so i and michelle go first we ate lunch, then went to band already ohya, forget to mention, MICHELLE's BEAR BEAR her boyfriend gave her der so damn cute can, and big big, fat fat, soft soft der. i'm the bear bear's GODMOTHER =D hehheh. ^^ i keep torturing the bear bear, like what i did to xin xin. hahaha, should be called playing with the bear bear lah Band was just full band with mrpan Music For A Festival! and yeah, mr pan said Tenor Saxophone GOOD! ohlala~ hahas, i said that today! -.- no big deal. after band went sharon house awhile. really awhile, just like 20 minutes =) well, i shall stop blogging now, cause i have to DO LOTS OF PROJECTS! projects are seriously ruining my brain!!
I've somehow got over you already. Not going to be moody anymore, i hope so. But i'm still abit _ _ _ _ _ _ _. =(
8:27:00 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
Cry and forget?
maths common test retest started our day in school got quite a few question i didn't know how to do, and we only got 45mins to do finish. science lesson was next, went to the physics lab also very very very boring, the stupid circuit thing la recess then was ART! we are suppose to use paint to draw a face, maximum 3 colours i used red, then used yellow and highlight my hair hahas, then teacher praised my work! =DD she says the picture, the face got feelings not like others no feelings some other people also very nice, she also say got feelings she was just looking for feelings, not if it resembles someone or not i don't know how did i draw the feelings out. maybe i had too much of hidden feelings inside me? its just burst out to the painting. LOL rubbish la. geography lesson, no teacher, then English lesson, mrsgoh came in gave a English compo test i choose question 2; Blogging is a waste of time. Do you agree? hahas, of course i say not agree lah! blogging can help to record down your memories, and when you read it when your older, its more meaningful BAND was ___________ lols, can't find words to describe it i just know that lots of things are going through my mind i can't seems to get them out of my mind
Night and day, I'm always thinking about that issue. i don't know why I'm feeling this way. its a torture.
7:34:00 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
i hide my feelings behind a smile.
went to school moody today, haiis, long story anyway, PC lesson, ms dai let us watch I Not Stupid Too TV Series hahas, Chinese lehs, Malays also watch, cause got subtitles mah literature lesson, my group are suppose to be the first group to present, but we didn't do anything, same goes to group two, so group three and four do first Mother Tongue lesson was much of slacking and talking recess time, Farah passed me a letter from Bryan, lol, damn long letter. read until eye @_@ cause the words so small =X after recess was D&T, when my mood was slightly brighten up, laugh alot, cause qistina keep making me laugh we still go steal some of the acrylic and wood for our work =X then got pink colour der acrylic, we both go take bring home hahhaa, we changed plans, instead of making egg separator, we made cup holder =) after D&T was three boring lessons of English. called Ben PAPA~ hahahahhaha science lesson was so so so so boring. after school, me khaliun and Sharon went to Sharon house downstairs to play badminton khaliun wants to practice her badminton for the inter-class competition then Sharon's Mei Mei, Gina, and her Boy---friends played with us too all of time so small small short short, cute cute Der~ see them small small, but their badminton skills damn good one sia then i also tried playing the roller skates OMG, its so much difference from Sharon's house the floor like so slippery der, so scary sia then when got like only 1 metre of slope, i don't dare go down, cannot balance, so khaliun hold me, then i go down i was like holding very tightly to khaliun, i can't balance myself lor i give up on Rollerblades ler!!! played badminton until 6, then went home!!
The hardest part about walking away from you, is knowing you won't run after me.
7:29:00 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
i'm trying to move on.
daddy changed my computer hard disk, but of course my files are still with me now my computer is much more faster! YAY cause no have alot rubbish ler~ but hor, now my computer not pink colour ler =( later have to remake. haiyo, mafan! today's school nothing much to say because i'm lazy to elaborate. =X hahas, sorry lah, tmr i then blog kkays? tmr after school going to practice the badminton thing with khaliun cause next week is the competition ler. haiis, now my computer the screen so large, then all the words small small, abit weird weird. haha, i guess i will have to try to adapt to it bah. =) i got another cut on my hand =( today play with Sharon during mother tongue class, then the table's plastic cover scratch until my hand. pain pain~ sad sad. nobody sayang me!! haha, LOL i shall stop blogging her, and... BYE BYE! /clicks publish post and runs off
5:35:00 PM
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
"Rawr! i'm coming to scare you~"
first lesson was mother tongue talking to Sharon is so so so so fun! P.E lesson, we played badminton. played with yue yi at first, then we group with Nowell and Zul. Nowell and i one group, yueyi and zul one group then zul keep hitting the shuttlecock with his racket like a ballet dancer HAHA, so funny! after that played with Darryl, then got group together also, aiya, keep changing and changing opponents la. As usual, played badminton until very sweaty after recess was literature, watched the Animal Farm movie and the story ends without a meaning. -.- then go to groupings for literature project English lesson was next. boring Essay writing la mathematics lesson, waikin, Mira, qistina, me, Ben and Abel koh keep talking and laughing &WAIKIN IS AFRAID OF TICKLING! his reaction was so much bigger than mine lor FUNNY! then ms lai say the first row is always sleeping, our row is always talking and laughing, only the middle row the most pay attention der. LOL planning time, Mrs menon call me arrange the stack of papers, files, alot of things la. so messy, then have to pack. SO MANY DUST!! then i ask Ben help me do the vanguard sheet thingy after that, Mrs menon call me to carry the geography files to 2e4 and ask them to take back their files. go ler come back got another pile, MORE some more. go back 2e4 again. -.- after planning time, eat lunch then have maths remedial. remedial so noisy, copied worksheet then i lie my head on the table, Abel Chang go hit my head =( after remedial, go take MRT to grandma house, fall asleep in the MRT, almost miss my stop. lols, so many people ask me if i perm my hair =/ then i said i never, is natural curl der they all like WHAT? unbelievable! curl until so nice! LOL, people say nice, but why i feel like so not nice, messy messy der.
Do we have to be like strangers? i don't want things to be like this.
5:45:00 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
I want hug hug~
this is my 503th post. =) today Mrs menon didn't came to school, so morning reading period is taken by ms dai then we are to go into our CME groups to discuss about our project at first only me and atiqah there talk talk, after that the VP come, so the whole group together after that become left me, atiqah and Ben. then we three talk talk, and spent alot of time thinking about the stupid URL. after CME lesson was gamelan okay, nothing much, no fun playing the gong and the cerengtum(?) after recess was history lesson, watched a video of MARIA or what la, and then was science lesson Ben keep putting his leg on my chair, i mean like he sitting behind me, then his leg lean on my chair, so i go use my pencil box go hit his leg. after that also no use, so i try to pull off his shoes. LOL, he then say DON'T! cause will very hard to put back on. -.- hahaha, after that he go push his table infront infront, then i no space. SQUEEZE ME!! so i push back his table, but end up he still stronger =( then infront me, waikin and zul keep taking my water bottle and pencil box. everyday also take and hide. =/ mathematics lesson actually is 1 hour, then become half an hour because we have a MOE test later, so we have to eat first this MOE test only E1 & E2 do lor the end should start at 1pm and end at 3.15 but end up, we 2.15 go liao. haha, the MOE test is ENGLISH OR MATHEMATICS. i mean, the teacher anyhow give, so everyone have different ones. English have 3 different paper, vise verse for Mathematics i get mathematics, LUCKY! i don't like English lor Ben get until English, then he keep wanting to change with me after that when doing, calculator is not allowed, but i still use secretly. teacher walk past also don't care.. then MCQ questions behind behind is like continue the pattern that kind some is like no logic lor, but some very easy. Ben down there laugh say huo gai i get mathematics. =( then the written paper, i do like abit only then don't want do liao. alot people also don't want to do, cause also never add in exam marks hahas, end up 2.15 then let us go liao lor. then went for band! band today was GREAT! Mr pan happy with our playing of Music For A Festival hahas, got alot of parts, got melody, i play until very shoik. ^-^ then got the F that part, i have to come out more and tongue more, at first trombones haven come mah, then i hear my sound so clearly so paiseh. i tongue until very tired. end the band without any drill yea~ ohya, and the NC punishments last Friday thing, Mr pan said that NC is in the wrong to call us do pumping in a hot sunny day. hahas, so now NC cannot come band for the time being or so? i not very sure lah. haiis, tomorrow got P.E, i hope can play badminton~
I tried to smile and laugh all i can today, and i am slowly tuning back to the cheerful Joanne =) I never felt this way before, everything that i do, reminds me of you.
7:13:00 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Don't cry cause its over Smile cause it happended. yes, i shouldn't be so sad, i should be the joanne who never fails to laugh and smile everyday. i want to become a cheerful and happy joanne. i should move on. not stay at the same spot.
1:03:00 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
[Post deleted because i still love daddy (:]
8:16:00 PM
Happy Birthday Ben! ben so kelian, birthday still need go tution. hmms, well, today nothing much to blog about bored, yes bored! still have to finish doing the english project by monday! and i'm suppose to make the commercial video. BUT! i don't have any videos. =( PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS!! waste my time only! ahhh! i forgot! still need do literature project make a diary or something. BUT! i forget to bring my Animal Farm book home. =( RAWR! busy busy busy! so i shall stop blogging now. bye bye!!
12:49:00 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN BEN tmr birthday, but today he get alot of bashes ler. LOL! Band, during drills, the sun was very hot, and we are told to be on pumping position. the floor is burning, so are our hands. until now, its still red. Very pain. But theres no one to sayang for me anymore... _______________________________________ You said that i will be the happiest girl, but i guess i wasn't. You promise not to break my heart, but you still did. You said that you won't hurt me, but you did, not just once. You promised many promises, but you break them all. You said i don't understand you, but you didn't know i'm trying so hard. You said i never spared a thought for you, but you never know how much i thought for you. You said you will always be there for me, but you are the one who threw me away. You said you will love me forever, but i guess, its just words without meaning. You said that you want to share all my troubles, but where are you when i needed you. You said you had no choice, but its not that you have no choice, its that you didn't find the choices. You said you will cherish me, but did you?. We pretended we were fine, but we were lying all the time. i'm never good enough for you, but i tried. You broke my heart, and tell me you still love me. You broke my heart, and you want me back. You made the happiest relationship that i ever had, but you also made the unhappiest relationship i ever had. It has taken me a long time to accept, who you are and who you will never be. What makes a love like ours blow away, Like a piece of paper in a gusty wind?. Love isn't easy, i'm torn, i confess.
I'm trying not to cry cause its over, i'm trying to smile cause it happened. I won't miss you, i will miss the person i thought you are. Everything that has a beginning has an end, and its over. _______________________________________ All the troubles come at once, how am i going to clear the mess?
7:16:00 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
today's first lesson of Pastoral care, Mrs menon changed it to CME she gave us a CME project, its about making a blog and talk about two of the five topics. then she called those bloggers to stand up lols, then Abel Chang call me and say he want to be in my group i said no, cause i know he will throw all the work to me. LOL then end up, i group with Ben and atiqah and Sean so we choose Cyberbulling and Internet addiction. then Ben said that he realise got alot of project he group with me, e.g. English, geography, CIP, CME, History etc.. hahaa, after that was literature, watching the Animal Farm movie again then she ask for the individual project. only like two people done it. and she nag nag nag, its because she didn't explain to us how to do, that's why we didn't do! haiis, don't like this teacher. after literature was mother tongue! today we are having our retest! last test we didn't studied, so almost the whole class failed so this retest, i guess alot people studied. end up, i got 40/50!!!! but then teacher said that this retest, those who passed will be given 25 marks only, as it is a retest. so it will be fair for those who scored high marks the first time he tested us. SO SAD!! recess and then its D&T! it was practical. i made an ugly J shape key chain. hahas, then was 3 periods of boring English lesson. then last period Mrs goh went off, so a relief teacher came. we copied works and walk around. the last lesson was science. then it was end of school!! after that Sharon went for her remedial, i went with Michelle and Khaliun and zavier to the computer lab. they are doing their project end up not enough time, so we went to zavier's house. OMG, his house is like so many Pokemon things lor. left at 5pm. ohya, called Sharon to come and then went back home together!
I'm really getting sick of your actions. its really spoiling my mood. I'm trying to forgive and forget whenever you hurt me. but i guess, you didn't realise.
6:05:00 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
changed blog song to Prima J - Rockstar. ENJOY!
7:24:00 PM
Sorry for not blogging this few days, didn't really have to blogging mood to blog anyway, my computer's screen colour is back to normal again!! yay! can see my pink screen ler! and i could edit pictures too! haha, its not that the moniter is repaired, it is because daddy bought a new moniter for himself so he gave me his old one =) flat screen lei~ hohos, I LOVE MY COMPUTER! althought its abit laggy at times, nvm, shall do some clearing of rubbish next time =X i'm really losing lots of my blogging moods already lor. so sad, everyday come home, too tired to blog or recall anything that happended at the day ohya, today mrs menon changed our seats! i sit at the 2nd row, and near to window, far from door infront of me are waikin and amira beside me is abel koh and behind me are ben and tina actually quite love this seating arrangement, cause everytime something makes me laugh over there when its maths time, i'm glad that abel kih is seating beside me, as when it comes to maths, he do his worksheet very seriously, i mean like won't talk talk or play play or disturb me really is do without distractions, then i also will do cause nobody make me slack or talk mah so i do the whole worksheet really fast =D i'm getting bored of my blog song, any new and nice song from recomendations?
5:09:00 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Ripped from Sis blog. =X
Men Are Hard To Please - The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him; If u DON'T, he says u are PROUD. If u DRESS nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him; If u DON'T, he says u are from KAMPUNG. If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN; If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS. If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE; If he's SMARTER than u, he is GREAT. If u DON'T love him, he tries to POSSESS u; If u LOVE him, he will try to LEAVE u. If u DON'T make love with him, he says u DON'T Love him; If u DO, he says u are CHEAP. If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME; If u DON'T, he says that u don't TRUST him. If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him; If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. If u BREAK your PROMISE, u CANNOT be TRUSTED; If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so. If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl; If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMEN. If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK; If he does WELL, it's BRAINS. If u HURT him, u are CRUEL; If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE! If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true; but if u don't, they say u are selfish.
3:37:00 PM
PLEASE! do this poll, cause i really don't know if should i put my fringe to bangs or at the side.
1:21:00 PM
Saturday, August 09, 2008
I've just read a post from www.fcukjournal.blogspot.com and i decided to show it to my fellow readers. you can go to the original post site to read too and many of his post are very interesting he didn't talk about those boring things of his life, but instead, things that people would like to know about or see. below is that particularblog post. =) anyway, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
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Today is my country national day!!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!
But i am not happy... due to yesterday Olympic incident.
I didn't watch the opening ceremony but boy am i glad.
From HWZforum, i came across this topic:
LI JIA WEI DRAGGING SINGAPORE FLAG
I AM SO DAMN PISSED
For those who all along wanted to luff at my country, go ahead...
THIS POST CERTAINLY MAKE YOUR DAY..
ESP SO SINCE THIS HAPPEN A FEW HOUR B4 OUR NATIONAL DAY.
WHAT HAPPENED?
First thing first, if you are selected to be a flag-bearer for your country.
WOULD YOU FEEL PROUD?
OF COS!
Then imagine this scenario, since i got readers from Malaysia and Singapore. Let's make an analogy:
Imagine i get a PR status in Malaysia, and i am being selected by Malaysia to be the flag bearer for the upcoming 'OLYMPIC' game held in Singapore...
SO here i am in my country of birth holding other country flag, although i am legally a citizen in Malaysia will i feel proud? will i feel awkward?
Why am i saying all this? FYI this year our flag-bearer is our beloved table tennis PR star - LI JIA WEI, don't get me wrong i am proud of her achievement in putting our country in the world map.
BUT...
Notice anything here? THE BLOODY FLAG IS TOUCHING THE FLOOR!!
READ THE LAW HERE: (during my national service tour, anyone doing that will get charged lor!!)
And is not a one off incident, she practically 'sweep' the tracks of the stadium with our flag!! Seriously what is the committee thinking when they ask a PR to hold the flag!!
DON'T WE HAVE LOCAL TALENT THAT ARE TRULY BRED IN SINGAPORE TO HOLD THE FLAG? i got nothing against foreign talent but this is too much!!
I BET THEY CANT EVEN SING OUR NATIONAL ANTHEM! SO WHAT THEY WIN A MEDAL!
DURING THE PRIZE CEREMONY WHEN THE NATIONAL SONG ARE BEING PLAY..
DO YOU THINK THEY CAN SING ALONG WITH IT!!!
click the pic to see how our beloved Li Jia Wei Sweep the stadium:
Seriously if i am MM LEE, i will dig a hole and hide. Now that explain the 'redness' on his face, he is too embarrassed to see..
As i say, Li jiawei was born in china and what do you think she will feel if she hold another country flag and wave in front of her ex-countryman?
Plslor, even if you are a PR in another country you will still have the tiny bitsy bits of patriotic feeling for your birth country
Of cos she feel SIANLAH!!!..
Looking at the pic below: She fcuking carry it with no pride!!!
The people behind are so happy and proud in waving the miniature flag,
the one who carry the big symbolic flag?
"Yawn, can we go back to the hotel?" LI JIA WEI
Yes, the German 'sweep' the floor too.. but doesn't he look patriotic? He look genuinely happy carrying the flag, unlike our ex-china woman
Anyone disputing saying the flag is too heavy for a petite lady, hence explaining the sloppiness(anyway LJW is not small sized lor)
fcuking look at the JAPANESE
She definitely has a smaller build but she carry her flag with pride and all smiles.
I really dun wan to blast her, but the more i read about her the more pissed off i am..
So do China custom allows you to wear your fguly sun glasses when you are talking to our minister?
SERIOUSLY I HOPE U FAIL AT THE FIRST ROUND OF TABLE-TENNIS AND GO BACK TO CHINA!!
OH YA. NO WONDER RONALD SUSILODONT WANT YOU..
sorry for the use of numerous 'fcuk' in this post of cos at the end of the day
i hope Singapore win some medal home even if is from 'yawn' LJW
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4:37:00 PM
Friday, August 08, 2008
080808 ONCE IN YOUR WHOLE LIFETIME! its National day Eve its our 3th Month anniversary! its Olympic Day its Sports Day woke up early today and meet Sharon, Diana at the bus stop then took MRT to tampines and meet Eleanor walked to the sports hall! basically today is just a celebration of national day and sports day the sun was really HOT! my black bag become oven hot liao lor can even cook an egg already ._. then went to the vending machine to buy water, and the vending machine ate my $2! roars! then Bryan buy for me Hello Panda hahah, thanks~ after that was just cheering and shouting and chatting~ chats with Michelle and Sharon and khaliun! during the race, hamkah made i think TWO people trip and fall, and he didn't help the person up. i only saw the first time, second time i think is people say der. after the sports days thing, went to tampines mall to eat lunch with Michelle, Sharon, khaliun, solongo and Sean Sean gave me a card, thanks~ after that i went to Sharon house the rest go home ler then i try to skate with Sharon's Rollerblades/ roller skates i only know how to stand with Rollerblades then after like so long trying to skate while using a stick to support myself, i finally can skate abit without holding the stick, but very slow. =D hohohoh, this few days like lazy to blog ler haiis, so i shall end here!
4:25:00 PM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
the first half of school was nothing special, just literature and mother tongue then after recess was D&T we are to design the final product! =) qistina didn't came, so me and amira work on it. then was three boring periods of English we had to do a comprehension end up, i only like do 6 questions Abel Chang do 2 questions only the whole of the lesson was like slacking around =X then was like science, was busy making my hair, didn't hear what teacher said basically, today was a day of slacking after school went to eat lunch at McDonald's with Michelle and khaliun and Sharon after eating, khaliun and Michelle go home, so i and Sharon walk around first then went home, i took the bus 358 when i just alight off the bus, suddenly heavy rain!! was of course drenched! haiis, anyway, some good news to say~ I'm POSTING UP THE PICTURES of my birthday I'm not posting any pictures of me, cause i can't edit because of my stupid blue screen =( well, here you go! and yes, pictures do most of the talkings =)
Birthday GIRL!!
Presents from Daddy & Mummy My Lovely birthday cake~ End up cut until like that ._. CHOCOLATE~~
Music Necklace! Mirror, yes MIRROR! watch yea. Black Dress, can be wore like off shoulder or like this! cuter though~ Sister gave me this three slips of paper, then i have to use these clues to find my presents in my bedroom. finally found it! pink slippers! whats inside? bangle! COMB! yes COMB two lame notebooks PINK TEDDY! with a big tummy!! big rights? lols, shes called pinky! from Drinks Stall Auntie From Delvina From HAMKAH!!! the lovely card, omg, he has really spent lots of time preparing my birthday presents Mickey Mouse Pen Purse? and OMG, he sew my name on the purse HIMSELF! Photo Frame, with both of our face! chocolates! lots of them! Well, that's all!!! thanks for the pressies~
6:21:00 PM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI SIONG!! i the first one to wish him happy birthday today kkays! hoho~ today mother tongue lesson, mr ang never come so the curly hair teacher came. she very what lor, write words in the board so small, and when we ask her to write bigger, she say go infront see lah if like that, the whole class go infront, then end up also can't see she might as well write bigger ._. after mother tongue was P.E.! sayadi never come, so daniel take over then we can do whatever we want gym, soccer or batminton then i go choose batminton batminton only have me and yue yi two girls. playing with yueyi Batminton can really be fustrating (no offence~) hard to play continuesly hitting the shuttlecock with her everytime she wants people to squat down and pick up the shuttlecock when even though it crosses the line make until my thighs there the muscle now so pain when go up the stairs or squating down, its like leg suddenly become no strength then after awhile, we two join nowell and darryl, then we play four people one shuttle cock darryl my group, yueyi nowell's group after like awhile, darryl go play basket ball, then sean join in then got one time hitting continuesly with nowell so nice to play continuesly der and this P.E. lesson makes me sweat alot alot recess time, i drank LOTS of water!! damn thirsty one lor after recess was literature test i didn't know got test lor this teacher never tell us one lor english lesson was real boring want to sleep! and my ezlink card was taken by mrs goh as i didn't do homework after do finish and hand it up to her then can take back my ezlink card mathematics lesson got back our CT marks i got 18/50. =$ so lousy marks haiis, then assembly, then end school eat in school and do my english homework in canteen after doing finish, went to look for mrs goh, then she ask me where did i go, she thought i wasn't coming already LOL, then went for self-prac the SLs are having stock check with mrs koh then i opened up a saxophone which is so damn disgusting after that had self-prac with some people left band at 5.30!! hahha, so late~ then sean send me home and now i'm blogging
7:28:00 PM
Monday, August 04, 2008
i shall just blog about band today! =) at first, when the band just started, everyone was like playing there own things, as there is no people conducting us then SAXOPHONE SECTION and bassoon, we tried playing the Music For A Festival together and tried to make it perfect at some parts. after that seeyu conducted us for warm-ups. after warm-ups. nisha talked to the band, and she promised us that Mondays will not have drills, only on Fridays. =) so damn happy!!! then MR pan came, we did some Total Training. after that, we had full band on Music Man then MR pan is so disappointed, scolded the band, and he wanted to resign but he said that SAXOPHONE SECTION is the only section that is working he is happy with our section! SO HAPPY! after that MR pan went out the band room for awhile, so we had a talk with nisha then we decided to sack who from the band then also decided that the band room will be opened everyday for self-prac =) so after this arrangement, MR pan may be giving us one more chance. when band ends, when taking bus, MR pan was inside the bus too, he sat behind us then he said that we SEC2s are more like the mature ones and say he is scolding the sec3s, not us before he left the bus, he even said sorry to scold us. hahah, well, that's all for band! SAXOPHONE SECTION ROCKS! changed blog song to S.H.E. Zai Bie Kang Qiao LOVE IT!!!
8:55:00 PM
Sunday, August 03, 2008
I'm lazy to elaborate about today sorry ehh? its just a performance at elias CC today BYE BYE~~ ^.^ anyway, sorry about the MUAR TRIP and MY BIRTHDAY pictures, i really can't find the time to post it up. =)
1:48:00 PM
Saturday, August 02, 2008
Happy Birthday Jerome! today, we had our CIP! i meet michelle and khaliun at mcdonalds for breakfast, i was a few minutes late, hahas then songtat also with us eat breakfast first time i eat the mcdonalds hotcakes haha, was really very very very full, didn't eat all of the pancakes then also have harsh browns after breakfast, 2e4 meet their teachers at the mcdonals, then 2e2 meet ms dai at the interchange there after marking attendance, me ben, abel chang and jerome then walk to our block, 541, 542 and 543. at first we went up one block, it looks like blk 542, but end up, its 539 its look totally the same cans!! after that we go our block went block 542 first cause got one ahma say must go hers first as she need to go out and she scared got garang guni take everything she pack nicely in plastic bags then we four went up to take, i girl marh, so i take one the ben and abel chang faster choing and take two plastic bags each which contains newspaper so jerome left with the box, i think its like computer things inside ben and abel chang thought that will be the heaviest, end up, its the one jerome taking the lightest abel chang dragged the two heavy plastic bags down LOL! after that we proceed to 541 abel chang was to look after the newspapers, so me jerome and ben took the lift to the highest floor collect collect collect, sweating sweating sweating. we use the newspaper to stop the lift door from closing along the way, so many people call my handphone, that includes ms lai, abel chang, and more~ LOL, then when we at 8th floor, abel chang call me, say we jamming the lift, so we go straight down to the 1st floor to put all the things first have alot sia, we carry to the place like siao after that we continued the rest then until like half, abel chang call us go down take care, cause got one resident from 13th floor cll him take some down its like alot of things. fan, computer, newspapers wow, then me and ben and jerome continue the rest while abel chang stayed there then ms lai called again, call us go down she said she is taking abel chang away for the truck, as to help the uncle to move the newspapers when the students give it to him so our group left me, jerome, and ben so jerome stayed to look after, and me and ben go up again take lots and lots of things down, and then when finish that block, we rested while waiting for the lorry to come. then benedict go sit on the computer and his back lie on the newspapers i tried to take photo of it, but in the end, only took until when he tries to run away from being captured in my phone.
after that the lorry came, so we all carried it up. then the newspaper uncle give us his phone number, he ask us to call him when we want him to come and collect then we proceed to block 543 we throw jerome to take care the newspaper again, =X we all three went up to the highest floor then we got some toys and a little newspapers then we go down to the first floor, put at the floor, then none of us want to take care, so we just leave it there got one time at 5th floor, we go back into the lift, then got the floor 8 pressed, we didn't want to go to 8th floor mah, so i go do something, then the button is unpressed. Ben then say i'm a blockcatching pro, LOL, lydat only mah after that we want to go down, but the lift wants to go up, so ben go press the number 5 alot alot times, then the arrow change to go down. hahaha!! theres once when i holding the lift, then ben go pull up his shirt to wipe his face so i was like turn, then saw, then faster turn back. ._. got one is 7th floor, the uncle gave us a whole stack of newspaper which is piled up nicely its like the same height as jerome lor then its like alot alot alot of news paper ler, so we just go all the way down and then slowly slowly carried it to the place jerome said i am stronger than i look. LOL after that sean came, so we throw him down there to take care of the things =X then got some houses got dog one, then ben help me ask the person HOHO, the whole cip thing was like so so so tiring but with laughter and fun! after that when do finish, we sat down there to wait for the lorry person come then tommy and nowell came after that tommy and ben snatching nowells bike.LOL then tommy go take the small little children car, then sit on top of it and ride around pictures and video!
hoho then got one part ben trys to sit on the children car, he like abit stuck there hahas after taking pictures of his unglam poses, he run away with my phone trying to delete it so i chased him all around, so tiring then tommy helped me, he told ben "wei, ben, give me give me" ben really go give, then tommy turn and say "joanne! nah!" ben was like "you help girl der!" then the second time he tries to delete it, tommy, darryl and me chase him he run up the stairs, then we don't know which floor he is at lols, end up found him, but he didn't manage to delete it as he can't find it. LOL hahaah, its like i'm the only girl there... but then i don't feel like odd one out, cause its like we comunicates well. LOL aiya, i don't understand what i'm talking about anyway, i find that ben is quite a gentleman he is quite caring. he will like let the girls carry the lighter things all that then will like care when i carry very heavy things all that when the lift door knock until me, he will ask if pain or not or okay or not his actions are really cartoonish, and funny =X well, ben, SEE! i say so many good things about you so hor, you don't angry me put those pictures horhs. =DD hahah, back to today! after ms dai say that we can go, michelle and khaliun come find me, then i go thier block, help the 2e4 people to shift the newspapers after that, michelle, song tat me and khaliun went kfc for lunch shared variety value meal with michelle, then went home! TIRED! got some pictures of our collectings! and ms lai also take us a picture of us with the collectings, but i don't have the picture now.
sorry for the unedited pictures. =) too lazy.
2:19:00 PM
Friday, August 01, 2008
i'm too ____ to blog now shall blog tmr again cause tmr i have CIP bye bye.